sobs..idonwanustoseperate..
iwanastudyintatsameklasroomagnwifeverybodi..
iwanagangupwiftingzngrazztobullycheehuat..
iwanahavalotalotalotofpaperfightsandwaterfights...
iwanasayaxisroxandalliessux..
iwanahearxiaohuanhuimincrapdurinlessontime..
iwanahearnanaandber'slaughtersandlaughwifthem...
iwanastayinschtilllatelatejustodoklasdeco...
iwanawineveryinterklascompetitionwifthem...
iwanalaughcheercrywifthem...
ilove2glots.

wozaiku..keshinitingbudao.

~*[yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -iz a long long journey.. till i find my way home to u-

halo.. =)
ytd went linz hse 'dye hair'.. hahaha.. but it turned out to be a darker colour instead... all my brown hair gone.. aiyer.. waste my time.. anyway.. thx linz~~ haha.. yr mamee so gd one.. still help us... x)
haha.. den i went to vianz hse.. toopid them.. at firz don let mi in.. afta i told vianz i brought mayday new disc she let mi in.. haha.. errh.. den i realised i brought mayday cover onli.. and left the cd at home.. -____________-lll...
haha.. =Xx.. den we started on our project! haha.. actually iz liaz start nia.. ah ma nana and mi slack.. lol. afta she wrote a few sentences den we decided to open a table of.. mahjong~~. haha.. yay den we play.. haha.. i learnt the skill frm my frens too... cos mi dad don allow mi to play mahjong too...~ aye. but i wont gamble wad... hmm nvm.
den play for lyk.. two hrs..? haha.. tianz came too.. den nana wanted to plae monopoly.. but mi ah ma tianz n liaz still wan play mahjong... haha.. so we quietly 'wash' the tiles and plaed one more round.. while nana was real busy preparing the monopoly money all dose.. hahahah.. =S she was so concentrated on tat tat she nv notice us playin one more round agn.. -.-ll
haha. but tianz went home firz.. den we four plaed monopoly.. aye... im the richest. lol.. nana actually was bout to bankrupt.. buden afta she said she wanted to be bankrupt.. all the money kept rolling in to her.. =S
ard 7.30 den we went home lo~
hehe..
mayb next tym do 'project' agn... =))

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -lost without u-

haish..
my knee is pain agn... but im nt goin bac to tat sickening place for the 4th tym.. no matter wad... guess i'll hav to rest but i mite as well rot den. can i hav a new knee pls?
im so sick of tis.. iz lyk... i cannot go anywhr... den if i wana go out i surely mus run.. cos i'll surely be late... AhHHHhhh.
todae went bac sch wif tingz to see the klas allocation.. wth.. im in 3a.. haish.. i don lyk bein in the firz klas.. iz so weird... and summore im register 11!! tats more weird. i've oways been getting lyk 17, 18, 19.. nt 11!! buden the gd thing ish.. liaz tianz sek and kor oso same klas as mi.. but....... arGh. the blah... and... blah..! blah..! blah!! same klas as me oso.. haha.. =Xx.
boo.. no matter wad... it'll never be e same...
everything's so sucky n shytty...
='(..

will u forget bout the promise?

tml gona go linz hse dye hair.. i haven tell my mum yet.. and i wont be tellin my dad.. cos no matter wad he's nt gona agree anyway... so i mite as well don sae.. do le den see bah. but the dye onli last up to 6 wks..
sorry dad.
afta tat goin nana hse do project.. yeah. shuo hao ting ish do project.. shuo nan ting ish go thr play monopoly.. hahaha. shh. =P
sad.... im sad.....

tink i gona watch incredibles on tue.. before i go genting.. but i doubt alot of ppl can go..
so.. till den.

tata.

* hui lai ba.. wo hai yi zhi zai deng ah.. zui shen ai shi ni ceng shuo guo.. wo men jiu shi tong hua. *

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -i don wana noe..-

i don wana noe.. shi qu ni you duo tong..
wo zhi yuan ni chun zai.. jiu suan zhe shi jie shuo wo zuo cuo..

halo..
haha.. actually i suppose to go out de.. buden... veh lazy go out leh.. so slackin here now... linz dey all go find job do le.. chinatown thr.. so hiong.. i noe i surely don hav the determination to do de.. hee.. so nv go try le.. hmm.. i lookin forward to wed.. haha.. cos i goin genting!! until 3rd of nov.. haha.. yay! =)) don miss me hor.
haha.. these few nites oways hav conference.. hehe. last tym in my dictionary dere's nv the word 'conference'.. so im nt sua ku k.. =S haha.. for three consecutive nites nana had made mi laugh until stomachache.. cos of her toopid infectious laughter.. -________-
haha.. i tink i may turn into an owl... i feel veri slpy in the day.. den in the nite i cant seem to fall aslp easily lyk before. =x
aye.. my tu di go bac china le!! for one month.. gona miss her!
neopets so fun.. dose hu got play one can add me as neofren.. my user is boi_and_ger.. sorry arh.. oways boi and ger.. but my neopets acc is i found one.. veri long time ago de user le.. so don blame me..
sighh.. everybodi de com break down.. linz de.. nana de.. tingz de.. haha.. den ah ma one is fake one. =P
oh ya... taxi ish veri nice.. haha.. tat day i watched wif mi sis.. laugh until pengz.. hehe. 24th nov ish mi sis bdae mah.. den i treated em to dinner.. wah kao. i paid 40 dollars for tat awful dinner!! usually im the first few to finish dinners de lor.. buden i was last tat day.. argh.. aye. den now i broke le.. ='(
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala...
im veri bored..
haish.
signing off.....

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -mayday-

halo~..
paiseh so long nv update.. cos mi com was sent for re-formatting. den now everything gone!!!! onli hav two songs in my winamp list.. haha.. veri pathetic..
but heng my pics still can be saved..
hmm.. recently feel veri.... lost or something.. haish.. everytime when i've made up my mind to do something... sumbodi will say sumting which touch my heart and made mi change my decision... iz nt sumting bad but.. i feel lyk im stuck. now wad shld i do..? =(

wellll.. but i wont forget tat i mus smile more.. =x
iz a promise...

haha.. but dere's one thing which sUreLy can make mi smile de! ytd.. i went to ps the open plaza dere to see mayday!!! omg.. OMG. haha.. wheEe!!!!!!!!! =DDD yeahhh.. mi kor and ah ma went together.. den i met mi sis and her fren.. haha! we standing in the first row at the left side of the stage.. haha.. AND.. tats the direction where they'll walk in.. heeeez. haha.. cos we see the side view ma.. den dere's tis room behind whr they'll go in and rest.. i can see it veri clearly!! haha.. den at 7 dey came..!!! ahhhhhhhh.. ah xing so cute.. he wore a veri nice jacket.. haha.. but he took it off later.. hahahaha.. den dey went in the room firz.. afta tat the other four went on stage but ah xing hid outside the room!! hahaha.. and he's facing me.. i mean.. my side dere.. but he's directly in front of me lor... jus 3 metres away nia!! =))))))))) den he nod and smile... haha.... den he ran onto the stage and everyone got high!!~ dey started singing.. haha.. yeahh... dey sung 8 or 9 songs!!! alot leh! haha.. so shuanggggg.. but i made two BIG mistakes! firz.. i nv bring digi cam!! second.. i nv bring their cd!!!! sighhz.. i very sad leh...!!!!!!!! can let em sign and shake hand. omg.. why lidat?? haish. ah xing shook everybody's hands wif bof hands.. so shuang de. sad.... den all the ppl walk pass me kip on holdin the signed album in their hands.. qi si wo!! i don care.. im going to their concert!!! singapore is their third stop~ =DD heez.. and the other good thing ish tat.. mi sis now oso lyk mayday liao.. ayeee.. she now den noe how great dey are. hmm.. den lidat can go their concert together.. whee. haha... i reeli love em! cos dey're so real.. n their music rox so much! =)

kkie.. enuff bout em.. heez. dere's oways a picture of ah xing in mi heart.. yay!
i watched shutter le! veri scary... =S haha.. buden.. i nv see the ghost face.. don dare see.. =S buden before tat mi sis told mi the whole story! but i still veri scared.. cos of the sound effects lah.. den ytd morning mi sis mimicked the ghost and pulled mi blanket.. -.- haha. but the second time i was fast enuff.. cos i saw her reflection. -_____-
ayeee.. kkie la tats bout all le! tataaaa.

~[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -deep inside i hope u feel it too-

halo..
veri tiredd...
bof physically n mentally...
=(
today tianz tingz julian n me plaed the 3puck table game. or wadeverr. haha.. we took turns pair wif each other. hahaha.. den tingz lost all three games. LOL. lousy ryt... =P hahahahah.. she wont be here to see tis cos her com break down.. lalala.. i can tok bad bout her and she wont noe.. =Xx.
iz tired.. but veh fun. =)) den a small boiboi was standin thr watchin us play... afta we plaed he wanted to plae too.. haha.. buden he onli one person.. so he called mi tingz n julian plae lor.. haha.. in de end we jia jia let him win.. =S haha.. we veri veri ming xian is let him win di.. lol.. cos we "open goal".. haha.. afta tat he pointed n me and say he wana play wif me.. lol. den he paid for tis game oso. haha.. of cos i let him win~.. hahaha. if nt later he cry i cham.. haha.. he plaed until veri serious leh.. =P
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hmm yah..
tis ish a nice song sung by westlife.. [home]
Hey...What's your name?
Do you live around here?
Don't I know your face?
You say, "I've been a stranger for too long"
I didn't even notice I was gone
And I wanna come back home

Show me the way to make a start
Show me the road back to your heart
And I've learned the only truth that I need to know
There's a million places I can go
But without you it ain't home
It ain't home

Please say...What I need to hear you say
Say, "I'm thoughtless and foolish"
But say, "it's not too late"
Now I don't know exactly
Where we go from here
But trying is the only way to know
And I wanna come back home

Show me the way to make a start
Show me the road back to your heart
And I've learned the only truth that I need to know
There's a million places I can go
But without you it ain't
It ain't always
Please believe me
Don't give up
Cos we're half way there
We're at the crossroads
In the middle
Between home
And between us there
All I need is
Some direction
Let me know you're here for me
Where you are
Is where I'll be

Show me the way to make a start, oh
Show me the road back to your heart
And I've learned the only truth that I need to know
There's a million places I can go
But without you it ain't home.

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -baNKrUpt!!- =((

halo..
errh.. don reeli wana update bout todae.. jus in case someone pops by..
hmm.. im desperate to get my pay.. haish.
ss project.. chi hw.. tix..
time for next klas outing..?? haha.. im boredd.
* i don wana noe.. if u're playin mi.. kip in on the low.. cos my heart cant take it anymore. *

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -big-eyed gal-

haloz. =S
hmm.. veri tired leh!!! today walk veri longg.. squish day 2.. veri sian-ed..
went queenstown wif tianz n parrot to buy shoes.. haha.. yay! i bought the pair of converse sneakers.. buden i realised.. i don hav any skirt to go wif it.. if i wear surfers pants den lyk weird weird.. =Ss.. haish.
broke le broke le.. still owe tianz parrot and tingz money... hmm.. but i still wan go shopping for clothes!! whee.. hopefully tml?
hmm... ytd went the city harvest church carnival.. ehh.. on e wae dere it rained.. err.. buden on the whole it was quite ok.. den i saw tis person... veri weird leh. go temple see tat person.. now oso saw tat person.. haha.. nvm bout tat.
den we sat on a ride.. err.. it looks not scary.. buden.. iz actually quite scary lahh.. lol.. tingz sat bside me.. she was lyk.. "wo bu pa! wo zuo de dao de.." lol.. buden thx to her encouragement arh.. i manage to pull through it.. haha.. i felt numb afta tat... wah. the ride damn pain.. when it rotate hor.. it will swing veri hard arh.. yeah.. reeeeeli as thou iz gona flunk me out of it.. den i was banged side to side.. not pain leh.. den my elbows red red le.. today when i woke up my arms damn pain... tink i grabbed the handles too tightly le.. =((
ahh.. forget bout tat nitemare.
jus now i changed mi nic to "big eyed gal" blah blah ma.. den cl and shun gui was lyk.. "yr eyes big meh?" "u got big eyes meh?"...........
-___________________________-ll
not fair.

sighhhhhh.
mayb gona go genting on the 22nd.. buden abit scared scared.. haha.. dono lah. jus wana play the arcade dere. iz cheaper.. =DD when i go dere mi n mi sis lyk spend ard 200ringgit? haha.. lookin forward... =)

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -and my worst pains are words i cannot say-

halo~..
sighz.. feelin veri uncomfortable.. squish day 1. hmm.. ytd quite fun lah.. sit frm tam to boon. haha.. was thr earlier by 45 min.. thx to sumbodi~ haha.. errh.. wana noe more de hua jiu go visit tianz bloggie.. =)))))
afta tat went JP wif tianz brenda juliana and natalia to hav lunch.. den mi and tianz ended up at tm... haha.. actually i suggested tat we sit down and wait for em.. buden tianz was lyk.. sit agn? when we've sat frm boon lay bac to tampines.. haha.. so the big walk started.. went precious tots.. den toys r us.. sighz. i wan tat mickey.. miss my old one.. hmm.. den we played wif the soft rugby.. haha... veri childish.. den dere was an area whereby got a lot of playhses.. haha.. den we tried to shoot balls into the window.. veri fun neh! haha.. tink is my tu di create the game de.. lol.. den tu di and parrot came.. den we aim the balls at each other.. tio scoldin by a man.. haha.. so we went out.. =xX.. next time wana go play agn! hee... went converse.. and i fall in love wif the converse sneakers.. tink tml can go buy! haha.. yay... finally..
den walk walk ard.. play wif sunglasses.. caps.. blah.. linz oso joined us by then.. haha.. den afta eatin ice cream.. mi n tu di went off firz le..
was so tired when i reach home.. headache.. so i went orh orh without updatin..
hmm.. feel lyk watchin the forgotten.. incredibles.. polar xpress..
sighx.
wo zhen de chun zai zhe.. wi yi zhi chun zai zhe~.. =P

halo..
im tired out..
went door to door to sell dose tix...
tml hav whole day free..
shld be sellin agn.. haish... mayb iz good.. to be able to focus my mind on something else...

* why izit tat we oways hav to break contact or something. has it reeli bcame a habit. why cant u be more confident in us. im tired of pushin u agn and agn. up to u now. *

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -do u ever feel lyk breakin down-

halo~
haha.. i came here three times.. don reeli noe wad to say thou...
haish.
hmmm... today... watched PD2.. nice.... saw the bunch of tkps netballers.. i dono why.. but dey seem reeli sweet n innocent.. haha.. and blur too.. hopefully next yr they can cum ahs...
got a job lobang frm linz.. haha.. my lucky star!~ xie le!! iz jus sellin tix lah.. aye.. 80 bucks.. cum to mee~~..
tml hav training at nine... so early... skipped today... haish. go dere oso cant concentrate..... dono wads e pt?
things are gettin shytty...
hmm... thx amanda.. [dono whether u'll be reading..] for listening to mi probs.. =)) xie xie..
today went buy books.. wah kao. see the a math book i can faint oredy. and chem book too... all my hateful subjects thick thick one. haish. faster go hide the books now... don wana see em anymore.
" u nv had to work it was oways dere.. "

. . . . .. . ... . . . ..

wo hao xiang hen xing fu..
yong you wo xiang yao de yi qie..
ke shi yi jiao xing lai..
dou shi kong dang dang de..
wang wang shen me dou mei you...

* e loneliness of nites alone.. e search for strength to carry on.. *

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -2g's chalet-

halo.. haha.. i miss chalet.. hmm.. jus ended on the 3rd of nov.. haha.. tink alot of sec two classes oso same date as us leh! saw alot of em... 2a,c,f,j...
basically we jus ate and play.. i onli slept one hr on the first nite.. den the second nite i slept for quite long lah.. haha.. hmm.. we had bbq one the first nite.. den afta tat went bowling!! haha.. challenged gs cos his standard quite similar to mine.. haha.. but he won lah.. by 3 points.. but i was sick k? if nt i sure win!!.. hmm.. den err.. cant rmb.. hmm.... den.. we.. walk walk ard i tink.. and went bac chalet.. stayed up the whole nite.. sum of em gambled.. haha.. dey played blackjack.. i nv cos my parents don allow one... haha.. but see em play oso shuang.. hmm.. den i helped zai play two games.. err.. haha.. i helped him lose 40cents oso.. oh well...
den afta tat dey nv play money liao so i joined in.. hmm.. den ard 5 plus.. vianz pulled mi to beach.. grazz and kt and hj oso came.. puipui and ying an joined afta tat.. hmm.. haha.. sit thr watch the sea... night view veri nice.. but no stars de.. hahaha.. den the yan shi is wet de ma.. cos it rained.. den kt's pants got one wet patch at the butt.. haha.. den as usual.. he pulled his pants high high and act toot.. say "i wet my pants!" lolx.. the tone veri funny ah... hahaha.. den he walk until... retarded. haha.. btw.. his combi next yr ish B1.. so.. haha.. good luck to all the ppl hu are B1s..
HAISH.
tok bout combi...
my combi ish c1... den hor.. lyk not alot of ppl tio c1.. haish... sianx leh. most probably may be in the same klas as gs??!! NO!! haha.. i cant imagine lah.. jus cannot...... so mani ppl in B1!! bu hao di..
okay bac to chalet.. hmm.. den we went bac lor.. iz the next day liao btw.. hmm.. den we eat la.. bathe la.. den went arcade.. haha.. played daytona for dono how mani times!! met the 2j-ers.. hmm.. 5 ppl racing at one time ma.. den gang hao alex sit beside me.. den i won him in the first few rounds.. den he bu shuang.. haha.. challenged me.. den i lost twice.. sianz. by a bit nia! haha.. den my luck was nt bad lah.. cos linz standing behind me.. lolz. oways when she cum den i win.. no matter in daidee or daytona..
hahax..
had fun! =))
hmm.. den arh.. cant remember much.. yepp.. onli remembered dey swam alot.. haha.. at nite sum of em went down.. den the security came.. haha.. chased em away.. haha.. got once at nite.. mi nana tianz and liaz went to the pool too.. but onli nana swam.. cos.. "we scared!!~"
lolz.. =DD den the light shine.. the security came! hahaha.. he ask.. u all go down izit? now cannot swim leh.. den nana replied.. no.. we jus bathing~~.. hahahaz.. actually dere was a signed which says.. "swimming is not allowed" or something.. but.. i tink iz invisible to us la huh... we oways choose the inappropriate time to swim.. lolz..
den the next day i went in.. haha.. i scared leh.. cos i dono how to swim.. well... a few yrs ago i noe.. my pa taught mi.. buden.. tat was a few yrs ago.. den i abit scared of water.. cos got once i almost drown.. xia si wo...
hmm.. den vianz taught me.. =Xx.. haha.. xing ku le.. cos my legs and hands a bit cannot co-ordinate... but afta lyk.. half an hr? i noe le.. haha.. at least can float bahx.. =P.. hmm.. den i realised....
i got black-er!!!!!!!! no!!!!
actually my ankle sock line still can be seen de... but now.. iz almoz the same colour.. haish. siann! den today when i go training dey say i became black-er.. toopid phildia say i hei ren.. haha.. but she xiao ai ren!! hee.. shHh~
haish.. chalet jiu ended in the blink of an eye..... =(

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -sick..-

=((
sianz.. chalet haven start i oredy veri sick liaoz.. ahh!!
suey suey suey suey suey..
actualy woke up at 8.30 de.. den wanted to meet em and buy stuffs.. buden i went bac and slp agn.. until now... =S
i veri sleepy now.. haii.. how to stay up for two nites? aii.. now even owl oso cant help me le..
lata linz cumin take the agar agar.. den we go meet em.. haish.
go le..
tataa.
* perseverence! *